*Sigh*
It has definitely been a roller coaster ride.
Especially over the last 18 months.
In trying to learn how to make lemonade (or pie or whatever) from these lemons that life gives me I'm finding that I have to learn an even harder one...how to put all my trust in God!
One would think that after almost 30 of serving God that this wouldn't be such a difficult fete...yet it is.
You know the whole "I'm only human" thing...or the control thing. Yea, that is it. Control. My lack of it.
God, I'm trying real hard to give YOU the control. Can't I have just a little? One thing? I'll try not to abuse it. I promise!
Faith. Trust.
OK. I will trust you and take this HUGE leap of faith. Even though, Robert doesn't totally agree. Then again, it isn't up to him is it?
I know, you are reading this and you are totally lost. You are saying this very moment, "huh?"
I was in a bad car accident 10/09/09. I haven't been able to work since December of '09 and it's really hurt us...financially and of course physically.
After fighting with insurance and attorneys, there has been a settlement offered and it has been significantly smaller that what we had hoped.
Robert says sue them for what we wanted.
God says, "Take the offer. I have something else for you."
Ouch God, really?
OK. This is hard for me to swallow but I have to trust you. You said there is something else, something better?
Y'all pray for me. This is a tough decision.
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