Uncertainty

Wow. It's been over a month since my last post. Where to begin? So much has been going on (which is why I haven't posted for so long).

Let's see...

We have decided to give our house back to the bank. I know this sounds like such a horrible thing but it really is for the best. We have prayed about it and came to the decision that this is for the best.
For one, it will free up a lot of Robert's time for the family and for our ministry. For two it will free up A LOT of  money for us to put towards other things.
That being said, don't feel bad for us about this decision...we are actually excited about the changes ahead.

On my other shoulder though is my stupid car accident. We're getting very little for the settlement.
My primary care doc will not manae my pain anymore. She wants me to go back to the Neurologist because he said over a year ago that we'd be looking at surgery. He told ME that he won't do surgery because of my age and that "back surgery is such a slippery slope."
I've called my disability attorney to find out if this hurts or helps my case.
In the meantime, I'm not sleeping at all because of the pain in my lower body.
I just have to learn to live with it I suppose.
On the brighter side though, my primary care did give me permanent disability tags for my car.

So a lot of lemons, and one lemonade. Not bad.